A little mistake; and another. can't you stop this? Or do you enjoy the pain?

Sometime people wait a lifetime
I guess its time i run. far far away
find comfort in pain
atlantic waters. detox and rest. heal the wounds that time made scar. heal the pain that she brought from a far
self inflicted poisons. so venimous and harsh
make a change
three little things that spell out something big

EAT RUN. SAVE $. STUDY.

smile
some people are waiting to be happy. you said the same in ten, but ELEVEN its more real. 16hrs a week is £111. you can do anything. dear future self. this time the chance is bigger than before. 02 on a friday, fifa and a beer. money in the bank and the grades are in the clear. pumping weights and running fast, wearing the new gap shirt with a life you built to last. find a girl and fall in loveee

A Darkness Rises Up

No snow here. But everywhere else is angel white
A frost, an icey glacier of glistening hope. Its changed alot since last time we spoke
I made some changes, i took the leap. And now im teetering on the brink of escape..
Close to breaking from these shackles and bursting out
Like a bright bright light shooting up the night
But a darkness rises up and we feel the subsising pains, pinned back; false dawn
Break free, i made a tiny step. Im closer to the sun than before, but it will be long before im warm
New year soon and new hopes too. A new job with a moral tie, a new outlook with a bright lit sky
Seeing colours that wernt there before, can you take my hand and i think im more
A future was unwritten but now the words are clear. I can see the happy home and kids i always dreamed. its the colours that make it real. i can see the colours now
howd i do it? this is no time for victory dance. the last 3 or 4 weeks ive made it back, so close now. a final push and you proved you wrong- you are the greatest doubt you ever had. the rest believe. believe in anything. when the colours are still there tonight. in mercurys rainbow