Is this darkness in you, too?
if you could do it back then why cant u do it now? if you saved yourself once why cant you retrace those steps? why are you so buried in your own despair? hope is everywhere but you spit in his face. your mercyless plight has no salvation. your a marytr and a masochist. the master of your own demise. a new city and its not the same. you hated the north and now you hate the south. nowhere left to run. sheffield had everything but you burnt down every bridge. can you go back through the ruins and the trail that you left? why do u give up so easily......
i just want to kick you in the face and hold your head beneath the water so you choke.
your the most pathetic waste of space ive ever seen. you cant be arsed to make a difference to even your own life. your not living your exsisting. running between cities and falling out of lives. the people dont adore you, affections found on kindess are undermined by thoughtless stupidity. you decimate your reputation. you cant control your raging imbalances and impulsive hatred.
everything you need is probably waiting through a closed door. make or break,the ultimatum of hope, you always say this. now or never. do or die. but you just keep on rolling. gliding through life making decisions you regret- one after another. a catastrophe of reckless ill-choice and foolish swagger. the only one who loses is you. i hope your empty bed is cold tonight
Thursday, 28 October 2010
Sunday, 24 October 2010
How many second chances till you just kill me
Who amongst the world of strangers will hold your hand?
There is a darkness inside me that overcomes every moment of happieness
Did you ever feel like a plastic bag floating in the wind?
Go back home and see the same old places, new generations flirt at the bars we stood at. Boarded up shops and refurbished pubs, changes are everywhere. Theres no escape. Nothing seems as pretty as the past
A new week and a new chance to start again. Made a pledge a promise a mark a brand a scar. Not to do the 3 things that consume me anymore. Those 3 things
Dont look back
There is a darkness inside me that overcomes every moment of happieness
Did you ever feel like a plastic bag floating in the wind?
Go back home and see the same old places, new generations flirt at the bars we stood at. Boarded up shops and refurbished pubs, changes are everywhere. Theres no escape. Nothing seems as pretty as the past
A new week and a new chance to start again. Made a pledge a promise a mark a brand a scar. Not to do the 3 things that consume me anymore. Those 3 things
Dont look back
Wednesday, 13 October 2010
Is it your name?
Is it just me or is everybody else still smiling?
Making problems where problems dont exsist. Like a paranoid and frenzied man; spinning spiralling despair. The master of your own demise. Eat away the pain. Pinch yourself and feel green envy flow. A sandwich and a chocolate bar; howd you feel afterwards? Is it all fixed? Look sulky and text your friends from home. Someone else is laughing in the corner, your all alone. What you gonna do boy? Just stay sat down?
Is there any point in getting bitter about what others find so natural?
You have talents they crave too. You can be funny, you can tease. Your sarcastic. But your too emotional. Maybe if you just calm down and breathe. Its wrong to be afraid all the time. You can be by yourself sometimes. You cant be there for everyminute of everything. You have to breathe. Pursue other things. When one thing is everything; thats how you get so broken when it starts to go wrong.
Dear future self,
There has been a darker hour. The futures yours to throw away
Making problems where problems dont exsist. Like a paranoid and frenzied man; spinning spiralling despair. The master of your own demise. Eat away the pain. Pinch yourself and feel green envy flow. A sandwich and a chocolate bar; howd you feel afterwards? Is it all fixed? Look sulky and text your friends from home. Someone else is laughing in the corner, your all alone. What you gonna do boy? Just stay sat down?
Is there any point in getting bitter about what others find so natural?
You have talents they crave too. You can be funny, you can tease. Your sarcastic. But your too emotional. Maybe if you just calm down and breathe. Its wrong to be afraid all the time. You can be by yourself sometimes. You cant be there for everyminute of everything. You have to breathe. Pursue other things. When one thing is everything; thats how you get so broken when it starts to go wrong.
Dear future self,
There has been a darker hour. The futures yours to throw away
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