Is this darkness in you, too?
if you could do it back then why cant u do it now? if you saved yourself once why cant you retrace those steps? why are you so buried in your own despair? hope is everywhere but you spit in his face. your mercyless plight has no salvation. your a marytr and a masochist. the master of your own demise. a new city and its not the same. you hated the north and now you hate the south. nowhere left to run. sheffield had everything but you burnt down every bridge. can you go back through the ruins and the trail that you left? why do u give up so easily......
i just want to kick you in the face and hold your head beneath the water so you choke.
your the most pathetic waste of space ive ever seen. you cant be arsed to make a difference to even your own life. your not living your exsisting. running between cities and falling out of lives. the people dont adore you, affections found on kindess are undermined by thoughtless stupidity. you decimate your reputation. you cant control your raging imbalances and impulsive hatred.
everything you need is probably waiting through a closed door. make or break,the ultimatum of hope, you always say this. now or never. do or die. but you just keep on rolling. gliding through life making decisions you regret- one after another. a catastrophe of reckless ill-choice and foolish swagger. the only one who loses is you. i hope your empty bed is cold tonight
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